BAD DAILY'PRAYER.. BAD RELATION WITH GOD.....
FINALY, ALL BE BAD!!!
Carilah TUHAN selama Ia berkenan ditemui; berserulah kepada-Nya selama Ia dekat!
Seek, inquire for, and require the Lord while He may be found [claiming Him by necessity and by right]; call upon Him while He is near.
Kembalilah kepada TUHAN selama masih dapat; berserulah kepada-Nya selama Ia dekat.
*Yesaya.55:6
By this verse... DADDY Show HIS' Love more to me...^^*
Words which i need from HIM...
Need cause my false... Thank You to DADDY, HE still have time and Lovely'Heart to forgive me...
Althought i say, i do false step with My Bad Daily'Prayer (Get HIS Power) 'cause my busy work i have... it's not fully true...!!! :(
it's caused my False step... I can't manage my time well.. so when i want prayer..it's like not good time...so it's be delayed...delayed... and be have just short time prayer... so it's like say "Hello" just! with DAD... :(
Too crazy impact if i see now...
When i think and i fell in the short time.. it's just make me "low" in Power and true it's make me so weak, face my all situation...
The CRAZY think is... I feel... EMPTY!!!!!!!!!! (Althought i have done try to prayer, in a short time)...
FULLY EMPTY!!! I know it's just not about HIS power in me...
I know..it's not just make HIM Sad.. but
It's MAKE HIM ANGRY!!!! I cry... i feel desire... but when i try to wake up and take the Power... It's feel like... NO TIME AGAIN!!!
That a Pipe of relation, too tiny... feel like that...
Like... You can see your Father in your face.. but you can't touch him... So suffocating (mnyesakkan)... Too difficult get what which the name of "Peace"...
I scream... in my prayer several day...
Apologize to DADDY... it's feel like still to heavy...
I can call that 'time' SHALL NOT BE FOUND (Tidak diperkenankan ditemui)...
"Carilah TUHAN selama Ia berkenan ditemui..."
It's Crazy Think i ever have in my live!!!
True i ever formerly feel like that, but i have forgotten about this....fiucccchhh.... and it's too heavy... :(
Like i say before... Finaly... in Purity HIS'Love...I can 'meet' DADDY Again... but with the consequece...
I do like 'climb the ladder, one rung one by one back'...
Althought like that...PRAISE THE LORD!!! DADDY Still forgive me and give me time in 'The End of this Age'... can back to HIS'HUGE'
Flow slowly but sure... i can feel DADDY Forgive me...
So guys..Let's us wake up... and more wake up... don't give up with all our'busy time (To manage HIS'Bless)..to delayed our time Praise HIM...Who's our SOURCE OF BLESS...
Source of Hope... Source of Power.. Source of Peacefulness..
King of all King.. Great Lovely'Father...
SPECIALY... In this time 'The End Of Age'!!!...
Moment wait HE come and take all us to our 'Home'...
Moments of waiting for the Second Advent... In Unexpected time...
"I will come upon you like a thief..."
"Karena jikalau engkau tidak berjaga-jaga, Aku akan datang seperti pencuri..."
*Wahyu.3:3
GOD Bless Us...! Immanuel..*^_~*
